Frankly, i havent gotten the full grasp yet and it is quite embarrassing as i am older than him but i'm getting there. We were good friends, well from my perspective we were and then we started going out and broke up not too long ago. about two months ago but anyway i'm not too sure what's going on between us now. I dont think it is awkward at all being friends with your ex but he says I'm not everybody, so basically he worries about how others might see him and outweighs a memorable friendship.Now, i was gonna write about my undying love for him LOLS and i will:P. He is pretty significant in my life as he has made alot of changes and opened up my mind abit more. Everyone knows about my disbelief in men, i'm not saying he proved me wrong but i came to depend on him alot. Despite his arrogance and utter bitchness i trust him. notice i used trust and not trusted? yes, i still do. i think he is genuine and he just needs someone to be able to communicate with someone who he truly trusts and understands him but unfortunately i dont seem to be that special person of his.
ohh i forgot to answer the most important question of all!!! IS HE HOT?!
my answer is, to me he is :P If u asked someone else, their opinion would be not bad but a tad small.
To those of you who are wondering, Yes he is WHITE but not Australian, He is English and He aint christian.
I love all of him still do although i lie about not loving him but who cares i'm just letting my feelings run free. My heart will decide when to stop loving him and dont worry i wont be hurt by him this time cause i am well and truly aware of him having no feelings towards me and i accept that. i sound stupid and corny but i am not some dumb bitch who gives up her life for a guy so dont judge me :)
